an open plea:
Tonight, I carry the keys to the office for the eighth day running. I’m still here. I have no life. Someone please take me out for drinks, kicks and giggles.
I’m still looking.
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SHE IS POISONED.
Because she did something very foolish earlier, like opening up her heart and letting someone in, simply because he knocked nicely on her door.
A petty way to lower her defenses, but a successful one nevertheless, and now her thoughts are invaded with a string of what-ifs, why-nots and oh-fuck-its – delusions, which rotated like planets around moments that reeked of this poison. Like that time when he gave her a book, or sent her a song, or told her stories about pulsing stars.
Now her life is held hostage as she starts to lose her sleep, lose her appetite and lose herself as she drowns beneath the battling tides of her own mind.
Alas, that poor, pathetic girl. She let poison into her heart and now she is dying.
“If You Only Knew” Gardening, Not Architecture
“It’s Not True” William Fitzsimmons.
“Oimiakon” A Red Season Shade.
If money was no problem, what would you do in life?
Travel. Understand the world and write better. I’d like to go to New York, soak up some concrete jungle culture, write a fantasy/sci-fi/dystopian novel and get it published. As my friend and colleague Joshua would say: “Geek!" And yes I am most probably a geek, covering film, music, books, sci-fi and anime.
But for now, I like where I am. In Malaysia, writing about music, enjoying the stress of work and walking across central KL every other weekend. :)
3/12.
“10 Minutes” | Director: Ahmed Imamovic
If you haven’t seen this, watch it now. It’ll only take 10 minutes of your life - 10 minutes you’ll want to repeat. Notice how a major part of the film is one amazingly long continuous take. I bow to you, Ahmed Imamovic, Sir.